Monday, September 1, 2008

Big City


I've been listening to this all day on repeat. It exemplifies everything I've been trying to say all week, but in the simplest of ways. When you step out of your comfort zone, and allow yourself freely to go into a new space that can be scary, you realize how small you really are in this expansive, overwhelming world. And how much you can learn about yourself...I'm really proud of myself for taking this big leap of faith and risking a lot to come here. I know that if I didn't, it would be something I would regret and question for the rest of my life. At the beginning of the week, I was so lost and unsure, but by the end, I'd put on a fierce outfit, hop on the subway, get to my job, and work it out. I feel like I'm really growing into myself and this has been such a becoming trip. It was nice to explore my surroundings, and be on my own. This is the first time in a long while that I've had to do that. And no matter what happens with the meeting tomorrow morning, I know that I'll always this special, unique experience, that are still clutter with secret, magic, moments that I will cherish forever.

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